Seasons have time

I’m learning to trust the process and not revert back to an old season of me

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Evaluation Sunday Blog

I read in the book ‘Sisters of a yam’ by Bell Hooks ‘a body that knows how to die well will know how to live well’. I've been on this journey of trying to understand my body but chileeee this process is hard. It definitely should be a college course because I don’t know what the hell be going on half the time. For the past two weeks I lost my appetite, been hella moody, hella tired and my face is hella broken out. I can’t stand none of it and I’m mad that I can’t catch a break but I’m trying to be patient. Everything that once worked for me is now not working. It’s tough trying to revert back to what used to work for me, when it no longer serves me. Part of me thinks my body is trying to adapt to the new season coming up and boom it hit me. Through the season, you will change expectedly and unexpectedly. Sometimes you will know why and other times you will spend trying to figure it out. I had to realize that seasons will happen regardless. There Is nothing I can control or do about that. So I’m learning to trust the process and not revert back to an old season of me. The process requires me learning more. It requires me to invest more in what I do know in the new season for me. Don’t let that go over your head. I want to encourage anyone out there that is feeling like they don’t know what to feel. “ For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;  a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;  a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.” . Seasons have time, choose to invest in it. 

Cadedra Burks 

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Ecclesiastes 3 3-8